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Thursday, March 29, 2007

sorrayee this few WEEKS nvr UPDATEEE!was MIA-INGGG(:
no MOOD to blog bout it thats why?sigh,SO MANY PPL CHANGING TO XANGA?(:LoL.ANYWAYS,TAGS REPLYY HERREE:
Idiotic07:ERINAA?hah.thanks SWEETIEE(:
ANDYYY:YEAHH I AM updating noww SWEETHEARTT
HAZEL:HEYYYS(:
sighh anyways,its DEPRESSING to go school and stuff):
its like sigh i dont wanna be like this ok!i just wanted you to know thats all.i am SORRY if you are FREAKEDD OUTT!!): dont be alright.
[i'll nvr be too far frm YOU;i'll be there WHENEVER you NEED me]
this i PROMISE YOUUU!!!(:
wasnt in the right MOOD this few weeks cause of stuffs that's affecting ME): but, i will GET OVERR IT!i cant stay like this FOREVERRR!):
lets TALK bout TODAYY(:
had lessons as per NORMAL.then after school went to find ANNA(:
THEN chatted with DARSH,anna,GAYA,CHARICE(:
TALKEDD till 5 PLUS.THEN GO HOME):
GOD SISTER CAME.TOLD HER EVERYTHINGGGG!):
WAS EMO for awhile then CHEEREDD UPPP abit(:
i was just thinking bout YOU
ILOVEYOU.I REALLY DO(:
BYE-BYEEE
causetoMEnomatterwht,
your'ealwaysPERFECT(:

& there i was;

4:18 AM

TODAYY IS OKAYYY?PE WAS FUNN!HHahhaha NISAAA nice PARTNERRINGG you although you were QUITEE FIERCE AT TIME,I STILL LOVEEE YOUU[: heh.
got FOURRR FREE PERIODDSS!!!YAYYY!!ENGLISH TEACHER NOT HERE TODAYY.then went LIBRARYY AND STUFF.got EMO?): i hope THINGS are gonna be FINEEE[: yea i hope things will get better.yunhi,jasmine,AMALINA,teranna BIRTHDAYY is COMINGG?
dont know the EXACT DATE BUT ALL AROUNDD THE 12TH somethingg[: i'll get presents for THEMMM[: HEHH.fridayy getting backk REPORT BOOK?whattheHELL?i flunkked like ALL lah pls): DAMNITT.BOOHHOOOO):
had IH andd PRODOTS?its BORINGG againnn AND MR GOH asked us to STAYYY backk again.WTHHH!go DIE LAHHH LIKE I KNOW LIKE THAT.WTHH he SUCKK LAHH PLS.pls ask him go AND DIE OR MURDER HIM FOR ME OR SOMETHINGG): balless GUYYY!HAHA.
NOTHING MUCHHH HAPPENNEDD.
YUNHIIII:WL!you ass lahh just now you pass me letter i thought for me lahh): wthhh WRITE ME OKAYYY!!you cheatt my FEELINGSS): heh.i still LOVE youuu[:
AMALINAAA:thankss DEARIEEE for beingg there for me in my MOST DIFFICULTT TIMEEE OF MY LIFEEE[: I LOVEEE YOUU ALRIGHHTTT.
YASMINN:oh GAWDD!your CHOCOLATESSS):i buyy for you soon cann?i am BROKEE now?WHATTHEHELL?HEH.sorrayeeee): SOON K[:THANKS for the ENCOURAGEMENTTT.i aprreciate thatt
KELLSIEE:sorraye i WASNT in the MOOD to write LETTER?ILOVEYOUU[:
GERALDINEEE:you ahhh!haiyo!dont alr. kayyy[: THANKS FOR LENDING ME YOUR SHOULDERR TO CRYY ONN.i'll never forget you i HOPEEEE!!!
JASMINEEE:CHEER UPPP!!!you still have MEEEEE!HEH.ILOVEYOUUU your BIRTHDAYY is COMINGGG and dont let this AFFECTT you alrighttt[: LOVESSSS<3
HAZEL:though were not together,i appreciatedd the time spent with you.i treasured every moment when i am withh you.you know i LOVED you.though it didnt last long i wanna thank you for all this time.i WILL REMEMBER THE VOW I promised you.WE'LL BE bestest OF FRIENDS JUST LIKE CHARICE AND ERICAA DIDD.I WILL be there WHENEVER YOU NEED ME.i am always behindd you.ALWAYYS.THANKYOU for EVERYTHINNGGG[:
SHARMILAA:HEYYY SHARMILAA!i dont think you ever gonna read this huh?but yea i just write it.IT WAS FUNN CRAPPINGG WITH YOUU though sometime youre NOISYY?HEH.take careeee[:
ERINAA:BESTTTFRIENDDD!!!it was FUNN SITTING BESIDEE YOU though sometime you very GONGG one.but yea YOU TAKE CAREE ALRIGHHHTTT[:
ATIQAHH:HEYYYY!!!it was FUNN BEINGG YOURR FRIENDD.I REALLY HAD FUNN WITH YOU IN TAF AND IN CLASSS[: though sometime you get on my NERVEEE,your LOVEDDD alrighttt[:
KELLICEEE:thanks FOR EVERYTHINNGGG.I REALLY APPRECIATEE YOU ALOTT for BEINGG THERE WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO CRY ONNN.THANKKS FOR EVERYTHINGGG.
MAHERAA:ALTHOUGHH WE DIDNT REALLY TALKK MUCHH NOW ADAYS,YOUR NOT forgotten.TAKEE CAREEE.
ANDREAAA!OUR SPAGHETTI CAME OUT NICEEEE[: HEH.YOU SO CONCERNEDDD PLS COUNSELLERRR[: LOVEEEE.ALMOST CUTT MY HANDDD): HEHH.GREATT TO HAVE YOU AS A HE PARTNERR.
I JUSTT WANNA THANKKKKK EVERYONEEE FOR BEING THERE FOR MEEE.I REALLY LOVEE YOU ALLL.THOSE WHO I DIDNT MENTIONN YOURR NAME,YOUR NOT FORGOTTEN IN MYY HEARTTT.
(letloveflyawayyyi'llbeokayy)
babby i need you so
iLOVEDDYOUU.
IREALLYYDIDD.
I DONT KNOW WHAT THE OUTCOME WILL BE BUT I AM WELL PREPAREDD

& there i was;

1:57 AM

SATURDAYandSUNDAY,went dad's placee[:
went for ARCHERY CLASS.okay lahh quite FUN.
PLAYED FOR two HOURS then went BACKK):
now,at HOME gt RELATIVES at my HOUSEE[:
HAHAH.i MISS YOUUU<3
YOU KNOW WHOO[:
SHORT POSTT LAHH):

& there i was;

1:35 AM

HADD SCHOOL TODAYY AND AS USUAL EVERY DAMN DAY,ITS BORINGG):
SO IT APPLIES THE SAME TODAYY.
AND I FORGOT TO BUY YASMIN HER CHOCOLATES):
REMIND MEEE ALRIGHTT I HAVE STM AND,I AM AGEINGGG): GETTING OLD PLS.KAY YUCKKK SO GROSS..
HHAHA SITTING BESIDEE ERINA,SHE DAMN FUNNY LAHH..LOL HEH.TODAYY NO TARFF!~
WENT GP WITH HAZEL GERALDINE.AND THEN TAKE BACKK HER WALLET THEN WENT HOME.
ITS FRIDAYY AND TWO DAYS NO SCHOOL BUT I AM HAPPY TO SEE YOU ON SUNDAYY[:
ILOVEYOU
SARANGHAEYO
WOAINI<333

& there i was;

12:18 AM

morning had HOUSE CHEER THINGYY AND I THINK thatt there is NO EFFING use to CHEER LAHHH):
TOLLEYY IS ALWAYS THE LAST AND WILL ALWAYS BE THE LASTTT):
HAHA.WHTEVER LAHHH MANYY FUNNY THINGS HAPPENEDD TODAY IN CLASSS LAHHH WTHH.
ONE EXAMPLE[:
BRIDGET:NASSEMAA[:
NASSEMAA:-SMILESS-
BRIDGET:HAHA EH,CAN YOU HELP ME PASS THIS LETTER TO CHERRYY?
NASSEMAA:OK.-KNOCKSONTHEDOOR- CAN I SEE JELLY PLS?
BRIDGET:HAHAHAHA JELLY?ITS CHERRYYY!!!!HAHAHAH WTHHH FUNNY PLSS.
I WAS LAUGHING MY ASS LAHHH[:
HADD ENGLISHHH..WENT LIBRARYYY[: YAYYY!SLACKK THERE THEN DID NOTHIN BUT DOODLE ON KELLICECHUA FOOLSCAPP PAPERRR..THANKSSS MAIDDDDXDD
LITERATURE SUCKKK.I STAND LIKE THE WHOLE ALMOST ONE GAWDD DAMN HOURR):
THEN HAD MUSICC.BORINGGG
THEN AFTER THAT WENT TO GERALDINE KINDERGARDEN THERE..
THE KIDS ARE SO TINYY LAHHH AND CUTEEE[:
THERE HAWTTTT[: THEN WANTED TO GO BACKK then change mind cause of LEEJIAHUII
THEN WENT MACC.
THANKSALOTT LAHHH BOTH OF YOURRRR.ASS LAHH THEY GIVE ME ALL THE GAED DAMN FRIES LAHH AND I CANT FINISHH THEMM): SEE LAHH WASTE FOODD): BOHHOOOOS.CAIYAN!I GOT A LETTER FOR YOU BUT YOU DIDNT CME TODAY[:HEH.
AFTER THAT WENT SOMEWHERE THEN WENT BK HOMEEE[:
brother was GAYING AROUND?
ILOVEYOUUUU<33333
CHERRRYYY):BOOHOOSS YOUR SCARRYY ALRIGHTTTT..

& there i was;

1:56 AM

ANDYYY!SAFE TRIP TO THAILAND AND BACKKK[:
SO BORING DURING CHINESE WITHOUT YOUR NONSENSE LAHHH):
SCHOOL CELEBRATED CHINESENEWYEAR. AND,HAD SOME BOMB IN OUR SCHOOL?WHTTHEHELL LAHH WERE NOT PRIMARY SCHOOL KIDS THAT WOULD BE FOOLED LAHH.AND SHARMILA WAS PRETTY IN HER MAKE UPPP.YASMIN MATESSHA ATIQAH AND MUNNERA PERFORMEDD.THENN WENT BACKK RAFFLES[:
AND SAW TEACHERS AND BRING BACKK SOME OLD MEMORIESSS[:
AFTER THAT DAMN FUNNY LAHH.I THOUGHT I WAS SUPPOSE TO MEET THEM AT THE RAFFLES BUS STOP.SO I WALKED OVER THEN NEVER SEE THEM SO I CROSS THE OVERHEAD BRIDGE THEN THEY SAY THEY ARE AT RAFFLES SO I WALK BACK THE BLOODY BRIDGE THN THEY NOT THERE THEN THEY SAY THEY AT THE PETROL KIOSK.THEN I FINALLY SAW IT THEN WENT THERE.BT SUPPOSE TO WALK THE OHER DIRECTION):
SORRAYE JIA HUI(FOR WALKING BK TO FIND MEE) HAZELLL[: JASMINE[: GERALDINE(FOR WAITING FOR ME)
THEN WENT JIA HUI HOUSE.THEY LEFT US ALONE AND WENT DOWN BUY FOOD): HER BROTHER DAMN FUNNY LAHH.
JIAHUIS brother: OMG WHO ARE YOUU?
meandHAZEL:HAH.were JIAHUI'S FRIENDD.
HAHAH SO CUTE PLS.THEN SLACKEDD AND WENT DOWN PLAYY BALL.
HAHA THEN I JUST SEE THEM PLAY[:
TIRED.TOOK 157 HOMEE.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO THOSE THATT I KNOWWW[:
AND,HAD DINNER AT NIGHT WITH RELATIVES):

& there i was;

1:49 AM

VALENTINE DAYY
valentine DAYY WAS BEING A BYTCHHH.EVERYTHING GAWD DAMNN THING WENT WRONGG AND IT WAS SERIOUSLY A BADD DAYY): FUCK ITT.AND,I DONT GIVE A DAMN TO THOSE THAT KNOWS BOUT US[:

& there i was;

3:20 AM